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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
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4 glares - if looks could kill.
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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My city's still breathing (but barely it's true) through buildings gone missing like teeth. The sidewalks are watching me think about you, all sparkled with broken glass. I'm back with scars to show. Back with the streets I know. They never take me anywhere but here. Those stains in the carpet, this drink in my hand, these strangers whose faces I know. We meet here for our dress-rehearsal to say " I wanted it this way" and wait for the year to drown. Spring forward, fall back down. I'm trying not to wonder where you are. All this time lingers, undefined. Someone choose who's left and who's leaving. Memory will rust and erode into lists of all that you gave me: some matches, a blanket, this pain in my chest, the best parts of Lonely, duct-tape and soldered wires, new words for old desires, and every birthday card I threw away. I wait in 4/4 time. Count yellow highway lines that you're relying on to lead you home
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3 glares - if looks could kill.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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POST A MEMORY OF ME
It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you
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6 glares - if looks could kill.
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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Words don't contain subtlety tact eludes speech even in whispers
Pieces of my broken thoughts mumble through my teeth you learn I can't keep myself straight
Constant fight to know wants and let my energy be screamed out
You see my way before my eyes catch on and I don't trust you I can't keep myself straight
You're the first to hear me say it
And it's the last thing that she said that's got me thinking
It's the last thing that she said that changes everything
It's all I know It's everything
Just stay right here and...
What I want to come true
Will never be real
It's getting hard to see you
It's healthier to stay away from you now
She said you're the one she cant live without
And to those words I try to hold on
It's hard to know it time for me to go
Misplaced by closeness, thoughts of friendship
Fail to sate the thoughts I have of us
You know you said
That I'm beautiful but what's beauty to you and
You wrote to me, said you missed me
But is that the best that you can do?
Vapour trail is soundtrack to the ride
It's late now but somehow we don't mind
Living smiles or laughing eyes
Through my window sun begins to shine
Welcome to a summer's fun
Endless mornings full of the brightest light
And I could keep this moment close enough to never let it go
Invite this one last hour to stay as long as we hold on
The world's outside, its just you and me tonight,
It's everything I have to give
They might be right but I feel its wasting time
To choose not to live
Maybe I'm not trying to see you
Make believe there's something I'd do to show you its cool
You've got one chance, go out and get it going
I'll take my chances on something more perfect and new
It's not fair to expect words of beauty,
I'm not feeling very poetic today
Posted words to be something that I'd see
When everything is an emergency
Well you can't count on me
'Cause it's our time, come out and see that
We've got the best part of our lives right now right here
I'll sing my soul out for you
Am I losing it all now?
I'm trying, I need more time.
You've gone I'm just sitting here
Don't say anything at all
With a thousand words not missing you
I'm not going to call
Yes I believe it's killing me, this standing still
Lets start today.
That's what we said and we go on...
To never move from where we are
With eyes closed we're falling (this time, or... in life)
Far more said than done
These days fly by we watch them go
With so much wasted time
It seems we pass it sitting down
No heart to try, we move through life just waiting here
No will to win, and then give in again so we remain...
Lets start today.
That's what we said, now lets move on.
Philadelphia today, a face my eyes to see
Cold wind to move a tape of songs
For this time in youth, a score I've set to you
And images of a world that's passing by
Lay me down I'll sleep for days
And dream of you Lay me down I'll sleep for days
Dreams subtract the distance
Attention paid to leaves slowly turn their shades
Ignore increasing miles that argue with
A decision to come, despite my better thought
But I can't argue with my...
From this house for roads and hours I swallow hard
For your words this drives existence
I can't wait to see you
So what if you don't like this one
Just one more time around
And I've got the feeling
Past actions don't count now I'm sorry if you feel that
I Owe you something
Sorry, what can I do for you?
And now, the best part about this is I know the truth about you
And now, I can move forward not worried about what I'm about to lose
About to I'm bound to lose
Yeah? Well I don't care.
September isn't too far and I'm not sure I'll return but I know its what you want
Whatever it takes for you to try to let me go though you're scared I'll go too far
It's feeling like forever
I'm not sure where I'm going
It's feeling like forever
Not sure, Not sure
Just give me one last chance to shine before I fade
Please give me one last chance to shine, fade away
This is the season to break me, I'm not sure I've said
Autumn colors and sour skies, convincing to stay in bed
Say you will and mean it
Say you will I'm running out of drive to fight with you
So you say you've got the answers to our problems never-ending
Don't have faith that you can let go of our difference causing friction
Whatever happened to waiting?
Numb lips move too fast for care
And it just happens that I'm thinking
Starving for breath of hope in heart I fell asleep to you breathing
Showing signs of wanting what I cant give
Close off my spirit and give in to
Touches too close to be so far
Regrets stay here when you'll be gone
Too dark to see sheets cold to touch
Promise for more, hold strong to show yourself that
You want what's given to wait for one
One heart forever will beat for yours
Ever feel like there's so much more to life
But you just have no clue how to reach it right now?
Sick of all the talk between friends
All the things that offend
Desire everything to be set straight but we can't go back in time
Please don't leave without saying goodbye to me
It's only me running after you 'cause you're everything I need
Sour spirit mixed with the autumn disposition
Never looking out farther than my own room I tell myself I'll forget you.
I know that's not true
I just hate to be around when things break down between us
And all the times we spent together.
All the nights we screamed.
I cant remember what its like to feel alright.
I can't let go of what's killing me.
So this is my apology to you.
I hope you know I love you.
Lets put back together the world we built between us.
I'm sorry.
Remember the world's not falling apart
No matter how it feels
Remember the world's not falling apart
Things are falling in place
Just talking reminds me that I miss security
And there will never be...
Tonight I can't sleep because we've gone too deep
And there will never be...you and me.
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4 glares - if looks could kill.
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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
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Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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11 glares - if looks could kill.
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i stole this from the journal of charlie.
I want anyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. If you want to put this in your journal, and have me ask you questions back, I will do it.
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8 glares - if looks could kill.
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ATTENTION ALL VA PEOPLE!
i am coming home tomorrow for a few days. i would like to hang out with as many people as i possibly can, so let me know if you would like to hang out with me. i also would like to go record shopping and maybe to richmond, so if you are interested in doing either of those let me know. i hope to see you all soon.
lathan
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1 glare - if looks could kill.
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Thursday, April 1st, 2004
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HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: nope
2. Ran away: only thought about it
3. Pictured your crush naked: i have seen her naked
4. skipped school: alot
5. Broken someone's heart: i am not sure, but i might have
6. Been in love: once
7. Cried when someone died? like a baby
8. Wanted someone: just to hold me
9. Broken a bone: on several occasions
10. Done something embarrasing: farted in class
11. Done a drug: i don't think so
12. Cried in school: i can't remember
WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: girls for kissing
16. Flowers or Candy: chocolate
17. Scruffy or Clean shaven: i hate shaving but i do it becuase girls don't like beards
18. Blondes or Brunettes: gentlemen prefer blondes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: awesome
20. Tall or Short: short
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: the magic hour
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: eyes
24. Last person you slow danced with: i havve no idea, i don't slow dance
25. Worst Question To Ask: do you want some fries with that shake?
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: a few hours ago
27. Stepped outside:a few minutes ago
28. Had Sex: v team all-stars
RANDOM
29. Romantic memory: hugs
30. Your Good Luck Charm: i have no good luck
31. Person You Hate Most? stupid people
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: everything sucks
33. On your desk: keys
34. Picture on your desktop: gorilla
FAVORITES
35. Color: blue
36. Movie: dogma
37. Artist: my imagination
38. Cars: cars are the devil
39. Ice Cream: cookie dough
40. Season: fall/spring
41. Breakfast Food: omlete
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: dane cook
43. Makes you smile: bane
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: the beastie boys
45. Has A Crush On You: katherine
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: carmen luvana
47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: men with the evil penises of death
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: katherine
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: too many times
50. Save AIM conversations: not on your life
51. Save E-mails: only until they no longer matter
52. Forward secret E-mails: who has secret emails
53. Wish you were someone else: all the time
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: just so i could sit on the couches in their bathrooms
55. Wear perfume: that ain't my style
56. Kiss: never
57. Cuddle: only to get some action
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: i am online all the time
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: only once
60. made out with JUST a friend?: nope
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: in my dreams
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: not yet
63. Been rejected: alot
64. Been in love?: i think so
65. Been in lust?: carmen luvana
66. Used someone?: probally
67. Been used?: most likely
68. Cheated on someone?: never
69. Been cheated on?: no, but even coming close hurts beyond belief
70. Been kissed?: only a few times
71. Done something you regret?: too many to list
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: katherine
73. You talked to?: chris
74. You hugged?: katherine
75. you instant messaged?: katherine
76. You kissed?: katherine
77. You yelled at?: i don't want to admit it
78. You thought about?: katherine
79. Who text messaged you?: my mom
80. Who broke your heart?: myslef
81. Who told you they loved you?: my mom
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: only with the sun
83. Have tattoos?: not as of this moment in time
84. Have piercings?: nope
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: only a girlfriend
86. Own a webcam?: no
87. Own a thong?: my ass is too big
88. Ever get off the computer?: rarely
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh?
90. Habla espanol?: what?
91. Quack?: um ok?
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: the world
93. Smoke?: yes, because i am so hot
94. Schizophrenic: not that we know of
95. Obsessive?: maybe a little
96. Compulsive?: sure
97. Obsessive compulsive?: all the time, isn't everyone
98. Panic?: yes
99. Anxious?: just a little
100. Depressed?: sometimes
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if looks could kill.
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First best friend: farlie(sp?)
First car: 92 ford tarus
First date: i don't know, i guess it was with robin
First real kiss: nicole
First break-up: sloane
First screen name: surfpunk84
First self purchased album: mc hammer
First funeral: my great grandmother
First pets: goldfish. ariel and passion
First piercing/tattoo: none as of yet
First credit card: visa
First true love: kem
First enemy: the forces of evil
First musician elvis
.LASTS.
Last car ride: to wilmington for charlotte
Last kiss: this morning when i got up to go to class
Last good cry: wednesday
Last library book checked out: not a clue
Last movie seen: sum of all fears
Last beverage drank: dr. pepper
Last food consumed: some sort of parffet with peanut butter and marshmallow cream
Last crush: i took pictures of bon jovi's house for him
Last phone call: to my parents
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: adidas sambas
Last cd played: psycho 78
Last item bought: lunch
Last annoyance: my finger
Last disappointment: not getting to see levi when i was home
Last time wanting to die: saturday
Last time scolded: wednesday
Last shirt worn: jet by day shirt
Last website visited: live journal friends page
Last word you said: later
Last song you sang: psycho 78 - strictly "a" list
What is in your cd player?: nothing
What color socks are you wearing?: white
What color of underwear are you wearing?: green and blue
What's under your bed?: clothes. guitar amp. cameras, records, hulk gloves, tuners, books and a ton more
What time did you wake up today?: 8:30 am
FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: to see dragonsaur in chapel hill on thursday
What is your career going to be?: i don't know
Where are you going to live?: dc, or the surrounding area
How many kids do you want?: none to 2
What kind of car(s): reliable ones
CURRENT
Current mood: blah
Current music: time flies
Current taste: the parffet thing i ate at lunch
Current hair: short and brown
Current clothes: jeans and jet by day hoodie
Current annoyance(s): my finger
Current longing: to see my friends again
Current desktop picture: a giat gorilla dressed like a beach bum
Current favorite artist: fairweather
Current book(s): none
Current color of toenails: natural
Current time-wasting wish: this survey
Current hate: my finger
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8 glares - if looks could kill.
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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this is fucking cute
now that is fucking cute
i had a wonderful valentine's day. thank you so much katherine for being my best friend and my girlfriend. you are the greatest. i love you.
<3 lathan <3
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2 glares - if looks could kill.
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Monday, February 9th, 2004
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Sunday, February 8th, 2004
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1) using band names, spell out your name:
Lifetime
Alkaline Trio
Ten Yard Fight
Her Sins Piled High As Heaven
Aria
Next Best Thing
New End Original
American Nightmare
Teddy Duchamp's Army
Hope Conspiracy
Atmosphere
Nas
In My Eyes
Every Time I Die
Light the Fuse and Run
Gorilla Biscuits
Onelinedrawing
Unearth
Modern Life is War
Acedia
Stryder
2) have you ever had a song written about you?
not that i know of
3) what song makes you cry?
eric clapton-tears in heaven
4) what song makes you happy?
third engine- saves the day
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if looks could kill.
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Monday, February 2nd, 2004
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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Thursday, January 15th, 2004
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news: i am now 20, i have a girlfriend, i missed the 208 show because i thought it would suck and now i am sad (why am so fucking stupid), i have a digital camera, my friends gave me money to get a tattoo, the record store in wilmington is closing so this place is going to suck even more now, i am a loser, i need something to fill my life.
( WINTER BREAK )
( LATHANHELLFESTOCKOPALOOZA )
<3
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4 glares - if looks could kill.
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